协和妇产科青年医生:三年前的那个决定让我至今不悔

2018-07-07 佚名 健康报医生频道

三年前,我开始有了想要来协和学妇产科的念头。然而,亲人和好友的劝说曾不止一次地让我动摇。但最终,我如愿踏上这片净土。


北京协和医院妇产科 景丹

三年前,我开始有了想要来协和学妇产科的念头。然而,亲人和好友的劝说曾不止一次地让我动摇。但最终,我如愿踏上这片净土。

梦想是如此清晰

来到协和医院,始于生活,陷于工作,忠于梦想。

我会在老楼迷路,会以为五号路和九号院只有一墙之隔,会记不清19号楼的大门框多少次碰疼了我的脑门,会相信即使加班到深夜,内科住院楼的大门肯定也还没有锁。

我会开心到在看到病人病理结果良性的那一刻,立即打电话给她;会生气到把术后尚未排气的病人正在嗑的瓜子一口气全部没收;会伤心到脱下白大衣都没来得及挂起来,就蹲在角落里抹眼泪;会累到前一秒想哭,而后一秒就呼呼睡着;会着急到忍不住对病人和家属发脾气;会熬夜守着术中大出血的病人,死死盯着心电监护和引流袋,眼睛都不敢合上一刻。

现在,再也不怕别人问我路。来,让我告诉你血液净化病房怎么走,不要慌张,会找到的。再也不会和病人谈话前紧张忐忑一晚上。听,你是不是都理解了?你还有什么要问的吗?不要担心,会尽力的。因为,比起生活的陌生与迷茫,我更有信心,越来越熟悉自己的梦想。

对患者有无限的爱

在妇产科,对病人的同情不是流眼泪,而是用心血。

18岁的小姑娘得了卵巢畸胎瘤,已经是对侧卵巢第二次复发了。手术的时候,主刀大夫每动一下都小心翼翼,生怕伤了正常完好的卵巢组织。就像修理钟表的巧匠,也许一个呼吸错了,就可能会影响小姑娘正常生理周期的时间齿轮。术毕,主刀大夫选择了巧妙的缝合止血而非电凝。她目不转睛地盯着屏幕不停地念叨:“患者还这么小,还要结婚,还要生孩子,能多保留一点卵巢是一点,能少损伤一些是一些,这对她将来好。”

六十五岁的阿姨因为严重的子宫脱垂,多次保守治疗失败后,不得不选择切除子宫。她已经绝经,也没有生育要求,这无疑是最根本的解决方案。为了减少创伤,主刀大夫选择了传统的阴式手术。时间一分一秒地过去,终于在下面把膀胱直肠推好,把子宫完整切除了,这时,主刀大夫却选择了转台上在腹腔镜下缝合阴道残端伤口,然后再转台下进行阴道壁修补。我纳闷地问:“为啥要这么麻烦呢?直接在下面缝不就好了吗?”主刀大夫歪着脑袋笑了笑:“可是我们大夫的心里能看见呀,这对她夫妻生活好。”

就是这样,我觉得女人当妇产科医生真好,这份理解全都化作疼爱,融入每一次治病救人的用心中。越来越相信,上天为你关上健康平顺的门,必然会为你打开幸遇仁医的窗。

站在患者的角度看问题

这座神圣的医学殿堂教会我:医患之间是互换互谅的双重物种,穿上白大衣是医生,脱下白大衣我也会成为病人或家属。

三十岁出头的女孩挽着爸爸的胳膊来签手术知情同意书,看着头发已然花白的爸爸握着女儿的手,我想起自己的父亲,眼泪不争气地流下来。五十几岁的大汉在手术室门口得知母亲罹患癌症,看着他难过地闭上眼,随即喉头开始抽动、哽咽,之后放声恸哭,我想起自己未来也许独自面对这一幕,内心一阵酸楚。

四个月前管过的小患者来复查,辗转打听到我这个小大夫现在在哪个病房,就在病房门口静静等候。出病房的时候,我一眼便认出了她,她开心地向我跑来:“景大夫,这是我和妈妈从老家带来的自己家土鸡下的鸡蛋。你一个人在这边,要好好照顾自己。”看着每一枚鸡蛋都用纸巾细心地保护起来,我抱着鸡蛋,泪如雨下。

在协和当小医生的日子里,我管的病人只许自己吐槽,不许别人抱怨。因为,踏实地照顾好每一个病人,处理好每一条医嘱,交好每一个班,打好每一个结,看好每一张化验单,这于患者、于我而言,就是意义的全部。

和“战友”并肩努力

我来协和遇到的第二任住院总曾经这样说过:无论发生任何事情,我首先会保护我的战友,这是原则。

晚上10点,科里的老师还在写手术记录。她的女儿打电话来问:“妈妈,啥时候回家呀?”老师笑着应道:“宝贝,妈妈一会儿就回家啦!今天开心吗?”一会儿,刚刚手术的病人家属来问老师:“她疼得厉害怎么办呀?”老师轻声应道:“您不要太担心,术后都会有点儿不舒服,我们把液体输得慢一些。”

深夜,最后一台肿瘤细胞减灭术完满地结束了。我帮台上老师解手术衣,看着他被汗水整个湿透的刷手服,望着他捶着腰走远的背影,心疼不已。

在这里,真的会有人心甘情愿地对自己说“一生只做一事又何妨?”日出月落,守住始终,哪管他院外的种种纷扰。因为,这里有一群好好生活,用力去爱的人,他们把创造不期而遇的温暖和生生不息的希望当作自己终身的使命。

直到前不久读到一篇采访朱元珏教授的文章,标题是《喜欢就去做,不就是苦点儿吗?》,我才恍然大悟。从此,每天都为自己三年前那个很棒的决定而庆幸不已。

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    2018-07-09 1371f63f74m

    喜欢就去做.忠于内心.忠于自己.

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    2018-07-07 张新亮1853311252142e2fm

    好文献学习了

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